Intoxication

An interesting point has been raised by 'adrienne' - thank you my dear, your input is always appreciated. She has reminded me that I haven't had an alcoholic drink since the 15th of March! My god, I didn't realise it was that long!! I feel... empty... incredibly sober... and incredibly uninteresting.

God damn - I need to sort this out. If I had access to any kind of illicit drug I'd be on it, without hesitation. I think I mist have been tiding myself over with prescription drugs - my friend Valium and Temazepam have been looking a little lonely of late, and I did go 10 minutes out of my way last night to go to mum's to enquire about her stock of said pills. Hmmm, it's all becoming clearer - the lack of gin in my life has inadvertently sent me into a spiral of prescription drug taking. The extreme tiredness in the morning isn't because of the exercise every night - it's the opiates and downers!

Yay!! I'm still intoxicated!! I'm not a complete loser!!!

I feel incredibly relieved. And it's all thanks to 'adrienne' - I am eternally indebted to you.