Give me FOOD

I have been instructed to put on weight before the first weigh-in for the Twelve Week Challenge on Saturday. So, for the last week I've been eating chocolate, chips, fried goods, baked goods, cake, creamy stuff, and lots and lots of white bread with butter. I weighed myself this morning and I've only managed to put on 0.5kg - this is an appalling effort.

So, I now have the task of eating MORE than I've ever eaten before. I have learnt that I automatically censor the cravings when I see, for example, an attractive looking cup cake in a shop window. I need to stop the censorship, and I need to just buy it and eat it like the cake that it is.

There's no stopping me - I'm going to eat everything I see. Even if I don't like it, I'll eat it. Even if it's not technically food, I'll eat it. (There's a highly tasty looking piece of paper on my desk - it's sure to have at least 50 kcals in it... couldn't hurt...)

So wish me luck - over the next 1.5 days I will be doing nothing but eating - when I'm not eating I'll be looking for food - when I'm not looking for food I'll be sitting around NOT exercising.