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I suppose that it was asking far too much of the cosmos to let me make a decision, and allow me to then travel on a complication-free course through to the manifestation of said decision.

Shall I explain in normal speak? ok...

I decided to take this new job right? And I was all like, woo hoo about it. Then yesterday afternoon I received a call that potentially means a big fat new client and lots of revenue for my current company, as well as a shit load of kudos for me. If I handed in my notice in about a week's time, as I was originally planning to do if the final interview goes well, then I'd be moved off the account anyway I imagine, and that'd suck, cos it's my work that's brought it in.

So - pretty sucky. BUT on a positive note, my Diet Coke addiction is coming along nicely. I've had two cans per day for the last week. And it's having a previously unpredicted side effect: Because I have more energy during the day due to the increased caffeine intake, I'm tiring myself out and last night, for the first time in MONTHS, I went to sleep without taking a valium!!

I feel so proud of myself. I slept so deep as well, and had some really fucked up dream about Rottweilers. I had two of them, and I kept sending them on dares to go and steal people's food in this restaurant, and then they started attacking people, and I was just laughing at them. Hmmm, maybe the valium has been suppressing my true nature? Maybe I should invest in a Rottweiler, and start using my newly found Diet Coke induced energy to provoke said animal into attacking random people?

I'll have a think about that.